Please just play nice and slow down

Why does it seem like When something goes wrong 300 things seem to follow. It seems like in the past month things have gone from bad to worse for all of the people around me that I care about. I wnat to just be able to make everything okay for everyone! and work has been crazy. I've been working like 50+ hours a week and now it seems like everything just wants to fall apart! blown speakers and loose broken wires and strange alarm like sounds and 4 prints to build up my head is tired and feet are tired and Im just tired! I just want things to be easy for a bit and chill. I wanna go away take a vacation and not think about any of this anymore!

Holy Transformers!!

Opening night of Transformers went of splendedly! we sold out all 13 theaters for the midnight and though I feel as though I could die from the never ending work it was a lot of fun! I love how happy and excited people are at midnights... well so long as everything goes well at least. but I didnt get off work until just about 4 am which makes for a tired me tomorrow but I got home and there was a note that said I love you on my bed and nothing else even mattered! super sweet! Im getting far too spoiled... but anyway... So transformers is pretty cool... fun movie... go see it! Happy Transforming lol yes I know time for sleep good night my loves!

My boyfriend

For those of you who know me you know Im not the type to fall for someone fast or really even let them in but I've met the most amazing person. I know I realize its gotten to this point pretty fast but trust me Im happy and doing fine. That being said Im throwing out the jealousy warning now because I know if this were someone else I'd be jealous and possibly not want to hear it so you've been warned. :)

where do I even start..... Okay his name is Seth, I work with his Brother who is also one of my favorite people, we met at his brothers house breifly and went to see a movie, fanboys, the next day with some mutal friends. Then he friend requested me on Facebook, we started talking a lot and shared a love for 311. I went down to hang out with his roommate and brother one night and he burned the new 311 cd for me the night before the cd was released which we all know me at that very point he'd forever be at least a really good friend! we continued chatting through facebook which led to how he'd never seen Newsies which led to me saying I'd bring it and we could watch it sometime. which was pretty much what happened even though we ended up watching Yes man and not Newsies, it was an awesome night just watching movies, eventually holding hands and super cute kisses oh and sharing of music! we had another night quite close to that and then the 311 concert!

We have so much in common..... and he's so super great! for example... he came to see me tonight with flowers and dvd's and get this.... he took me to my favorite resteraunt that I've mentioned to him once only once! He's so amazing and he tells me Im beautiful all the time and Im so over the top because no one has ever treated me the way he does! So we may have gotten to this point somewhat fast but would you let him go? anyway thats my story just thought I'd share so everyone could read at the sametime:) LOVE YOU ALL!!

Can you feel it?

What happened to the floor? I swear I was just standing on it and then it was gone...

but somehow I didn't fall... you were holding me up with a single touch the whole world just stopped or sped up Im not quite sure. All I know is that one minute Im happy being alone and with in seconds from one touch from one kiss its changed. Please don't take it away from me please hold what you're taking in a safe spot! Please say its real or if its not just let me sleep forever. You make me more happy than I can remember ever:)