(warning I can't sleep so I'm just going to ramble hopefully get some of brain scatterness out)
Sometimes being a girl is lame. I like running with the boys, always have and I can run with the best of them, and currently do. :) I love my job and the more I learn the more i like it. It gets stressful sometimes but then I Learn something new, and that's fun. I miss my friend, I'm sad he's lost, and doesn't care about me anymore:( but I love my husband, he's so amazing! Just small things like the way he holds my hand when I get home at night and he's sleeping:) it's cute. I love big bang theory it cracks me up. I probably shouldn't have cut my hair again, it's too short to pull back now, but I do like it. It just makes work difficult when I need to tear down and what not. Damn my crazy need to cut my hair when I feel like I've lost control. I've been sad for the past 2 days, I feel like I trusted 2 people with the most important day of my life so far, and now the only thing most people think about when they think of MY day is them. And I'm sad that my one month was spent being put down (not by my amazing hubby FYI), not even sure still what I did to deserve it all. I want my anger back I like it better;) haha. Oh I've started walking again! I love my trail:) I need to sleep hopefully this got some of my brain spinning out and I'll be able to:) I just have muse stuck in my head, I love muse, wish I coulda gone to the concert. Next time! Goodnight world:) sorry for the rambling my head is a scary place.
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