It's one of those days

It's lame how life works out sometimes. And it's lame how I get annoyed and mad over stupid little things. My annoyance today is because of pictures. I'm mad at ruined pictures I have to keep always, and eternally sad over pictures I'll never have. I've hit a point of not caring about anything. Nothing really matters, then I go through pictures and get mad over little things. Can I just sleep for 2 weeks.. Wake me when eclipse hell week is over.

Dear RB

Hey little brother, you’ve got so much to discover
Can’t you conceptualize what you’re doing to our mother

Those drugs that you choose
Leave you left with the blues
Trust me I‘ve been there
To me its old news
Pending disaster
You’re heading there faster
It's tearing me up
To know you get so plastered

Because you’re caught up in the scene at the age of nineteen
Maybe so was I at the age but I had a dream
And those goddamn powdered drugs
They’ll fill you with doubt
You’re just getting sucked on up in it
And you have to break out

You blacked out on the floor
You told me, the next day they found you that way
Those damn medications had your back baby
It hurt when they took them all away

You’re feeling so bad
You’re looking for a place to land
Help me understand
How in hell it got so out of hand

I know that it's hard
But you’re risking being permanently scared
You’re hurting inside
So you’re flirting with tragedy on the dark side

Those drugs that you choose
Leave you left with the blues
Trust me I’ve been there
To me it's old news
Hey little brother
You messed up another chance
Sooner or later you must take a stand

At the edge of it
All where you begin
To consume that product to its very end
How much time is left
Will you collapse
Will you confess you're in a spiritless void
Spinning into excess

You blacked out on the floor
You told me, the next day they found you that way Those damn medications had your back baby
It hurt when they took them all away

You’re feeling so bad
You’re looking for a place to land
Help me understand
How in hell it got so out of hand
Go


-311, little brother

My Seattle/forks/Portland trip

I'm planning a trip in august that I'm totally excited for! I haven't bought tickets yet because I'm hoping to find some peeps to come with. But here's my plan:)
8/6/2010: fly into Seattle and get there around 8pm.
8/7/2010: explore a little of Seattle. Then head on out to port Angeles. Do some shopping and eat at the Bella resteraunt:)
8/8/2010: go to forks, and do all the twilight touring. I know it's nerdy but I think it sounds fun!
8/9/2010: drive down the coast to Portland. That night at 7 my new favorite author, Richelle Mead, is doing a book signing. I'm totally in awe of her! Plus I hear this bookstore is pretty top of the line fabulous.
8/10/2010: fly home from Portland, and be back by 11am.

Anyway that's my plan and I'll go by myself iffin I have to;) but if you want to join me let me know:)