A few things I've been meaning to share

I'm such a slacker I never write on here any more! what is everyone up to? Things are great at my house. My son is sleeping more at night and even starting to take better naps too. It's nice. Being back at work hasn't been as horrible as I thought it would be.  It's in no way an easy thing and I cry on the way to work just about every day. I'll get there. It will all be okay, maybe not today but someday right?

Any way there's a few things I've been meaning to share with you! Remember My friend Rebecca Emily Cooper and all the beautiful artwork she's done for me and my family? These ones:

 

 

She's pretty amazing right?? Well she did it again for me!  I can't express how much I adore these beautiful paintings! But check this out:

 

 

I love it sooo much! She does such a great job capturing the moment! And all three of these are more precious to me than anyone could ever know. If you want a beautiful painting of your own she'll do one for you just go HERE.  You wont regret it!

 

 

The other thing I've been meaning to share with you is that the littlest Gabby has started her own photography business! Sunshine Memories.  So if you need some great pictures done check her out.  She's got a great special going for fall pictures and she's going to be doing baby's 6 month and our Christmas pictures for us!  I'll post a few when we get them done! Her link is on my side bar too if you want to come back later!

 

 

Hope all is well baby just woke up from his nap so I gotta run! LOVE YOU!



Sick

I'm sitting at lake Powell on the back of the house boat by myself, listening to the water and the wind. Im of course unable to post this as there is no service here, but I'm in a need to write mood.

I just put my beautiful amazing son to sleep. He laughed at his dad today. God it was a beautiful sound. But all I could think as he stared up at me with those big blue eyes was, I have 2 more nights where I can put him to bed and then I have 5 nights where I can't. And my heart hurts. He's sleeping away in the room next to me and tears are streaming down my face. I'm glad everyone is up front so I can be alone. I'm trying so hard not to cry but I can't stop myself. Not to tonight. I'm sure it doesn't help that I've been in the sun the past 3 days.. Or that I'm feeling a bit motion sick. But let's be real this isn't the first time I've cried over going back to work. I know it won't be the last. In fact I'm sure Tuesday is going to be a nightmare. I've yet to find someone to watch him till hubs gets home. I don't want to. But I know I have to.

I try to think of the good things about work, like how I like what I do, and I'll be able to fit into my work polos again, and I get to do something new when I get back. But none of that comes close to the feeling of putting my baby to sleep. Not even a tiny little bit. I hate money and the politics of the world we live in.

Dear world I brought you this tiny amazing person. Isn't that enough? Why must you demand more? I just feel sick.