I swore I wouldn't do this..

I hate politics. I hate what it does to people. I mostly keep my opinion to myself, but we all know how I get when something really bothers me.... Soo.. I'm sharing my opinion now. Hate if you will.. Share your opinions, I don't care but as always, if you don't like it don't read it. I'm not going to hold a gun to your head and make you, because I'm not a crazy person! Which brings me to my point:

I'm getting really really sick of people saying we need to just get rid of guns. First of all it wasn't the damn gun that killed those precious tiny babies.. (Which by the way I have not stopped crying about since it happened.) it was the crazy piece if s**t holding the gun. If one of those amazing teachers/principle who guarded those kids with their own lives had been carrying with a concealed weapons permit do you think there would have been as many deaths? I highly doubt it. If you outlaw guns the ONLY thing you're doing is taking away guns from the law abiding people who already handle guns correctly and go through all the right channels to get them. The idiots who do this crap don't do it the right way.. Are you kidding me! They would get them just as illegally as they do now. AND there would be no good guys with guns to save your vote to take away rights ass. Way to go. What's next out law sugar because its bad for you too? Take away cars because they kill people too? Why not just choose everyone's jobs and spouses and places of residents for them too. Who needs freedom right?

I personally think that at the very least principles should be allowed to have a permit and gun. I do think that information should be disclosed to the parents, because you have a right to decide if you're comfortable with that for your child that's your choice your freedom, but me , I'd be okay with someone who already gets background checks run on them all the time and who loves my child and all kids being able to protect them. I'd let my kid go to that school. Anyway.. I shared.. It's out there and I'm done.

Don't blink

I can't believe I've had my little bundle of joy for 6 months now. He's growing so fast its pretty unreal poor little bug is teething right now and he's mostly miserable. It's hard to watch, but I feel like if I close my eyes for one second he'll be three years old or worst 18 and moving out. It's hard to believe my pregnancy felt like it lasted for years and the last 6 months have felt like merely days. I watch videos from when he was only a few days old and I miss it so much.  It's such a strange thing to try and understand. I'm so excited to see how he grows, hear his first words, watch his first step, help him in school, meet his first date. But I want time to freeze at the same time. I want him to stay little only love me. I've never been so mixed up inside. It's so strange. I'm enjoying every single second I get and that's how it will stay, for my number 2 guy, (because daddy will always be number 1 in my heart).  I can never explain the actual feelings of being a mom. But its amazing! Just don't blink!