Wild world

Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
and I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you sad, girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware


Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Grr!

GRRR. I can't take it anymore. I got on facebook for 5 seconds to do some deleting. This whole shitty bullshit situation has now brought someone back into our lives, that I don't want in my life right now. I want to go back to being a newly wed I don't care about your shit. you're all a bunch of cowards. You have tainted my perfect wedding and I don't want you around anymore. Im glad this is more important to you than me. but then come to find out you were only my friend because you wanted free movies, so I guess I never meant anything to you.

Are you kidding me?

I guess the only reason to be friends with me is the free movies. Apparently it only takes 10 seconds to fall in love. And Miley Cyrus needs to be stabbed with a fork in the eye.

The first step is admitting you have a problem

Hi my name is Andrea and Im addicted to Facebook.
Okay I have had a really rough and terrible week. Not with my marriage that part is amazing and I have the best husband ever. but with some other bull shit that in my opinion has been made worse because of facebook. I have to stay away for awhile.
I have a problem and Im addicted to Facebook
I beleive in the power of my self and my husband to help me get over it and stay away.
I realize the parts I have played in my addiction. and I have made a decison to stay away from facebook and the current sitution.
I am sorry for any part I have had in the feelings that have been hurt.

God Grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change

the courage the change the things I can

and the wisdom to know the differnce.

So if you need to get a hold me you can always text, call or email. my email address is aatchison1985@gmail.com

LOVE YOU! and sorry if this post offends anyone its not meant to.

Dear self, I forgive you

Why does it feel this way inside of me? Why can't I let go of the hate I have, its all against myself. Dear self, I forgive you! It doesn't work. I can burry the hurt I can I hide from the Anger. ah its better. Let the Numb sink in. Move on, Find everything you need in life. Im so happy.
Betrayal, severe disapointment, you were supposed to be my bestfriend. you're supposed to be smarter than this. You're supposed to love me like I love you. And You, you of all people were supposed to learn from my self hatred, you helped me dim the pain.
Why does it feel this way inside of me? Dear self, I forgive you! I don't accept, the pain is back the numb is gone. I hate what I did. I hate who I hurt. I hate that part of me. the tears start. the anger comes back. How could you do this to me? to her? you never deserved either of us. I need to say it to someone! Dear you, you don't deserve either of them you will hurt them both! Is it fair? no. Do I love you Yes. not him he killed a part of me that will never come back. but I can't help but relate you to him. Its not my situation. its not me. it shouldn't hurt me. but the numb is gone.
God I miss them. my sweet little girls. I loved them like they were my own. I Hate him for stealing them from me, no I hate him for giving them to me and then stealing them from me. How big are they? what are they doing? Do they even remember me? Don't think about them it hurts too much. don't think about him, theres too much anger. just stop the tears. just stop the hurt.
I don't deserve him. Hes so good! he's so sweet. He really truely loves me and Ive never loved someone this way. I can't and won't live with out him. he'd never hurt someone or break something the way I have. I don't deserve it. I never thought after all I have done I would get heaven. I love you! you make me happy!
feeling inside of me please go. Dear self, I forgive you. maybe one day it will work.