Wanna talk?

Do you miss me? Do you know why it hurts? Do you care? Do you have days like I do where you want it better? Or would you rather it never? Do you have days like I do where you never want to see me? Do you even see? Do you even care? Did you ever? Will it get better? Or will it get worse? I feel like an outcast in a place I was first. And I just want to scream. I never know what to do.