Identity Crisis

Some days I feel like theres so many things pulling me in so many directions. From Motherhood to friends/family, to work, to church.  I struggle with work taking 40 hours of my life every week. taking time away from my family.  I struggle with church because I'm supposed to enjoy it and learn from it, I want my son to have the values and background it provides, but I don't want to go most of the time. which makes me feel like a terrible person. It's hard when it the ONLY day I get to be with both my husband and my son. sometimes I'm just not sure who I am compared to who everyone thinks I should be.