Oh the anxiety!

So I have anxiety.. yup its true I do.  It's been mostly under control lately.  But when my sleep schedule is messed up and I get mostly zero time with my husband.. well apparently it grows a second head and reappears.

Last night there was lightning.

And I kept thinking I was getting pulled over or abducted by Aliens.  Which considering I'm at war with the aliens, remember, It's a very plausible fear.

But every time the lightning would appear I would jump like someone grabbed me.

It was ridiculous.  Then I came home and watched Big Brother.  It was double eviction night.  The most stressful night of every season. They got rid of one I was excited to see go. and another that made me pretty sad and cranky.

Peace out sucker!

WHY!!!!???

Then it was 3 am. And my legs hurt... for no apparent reason really except to help keep me awake. Maybe I have that restless leg thing.

Or maybe because of my anxiety I'll just make up random things to keep me awake even longer. Maybe I'm a Hypochondriac... does saying that make me more of one?

I need a week on a beach.

What causes your Anxiety... or is it just me?